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Wednesday, 14 September 2011, 02:18
Can i trust your words and i'm trying to gain e trust back
What are words
Seriously ! Maybe faded but it getting strong ! Confusing about feelings and situations ..
You choose to leave me but why you're back you know i can't move on .. What's all about ?? haish .. I'm still standing not yet fall !
Don't hurt me without REASONS if is not my mistake .. It feels sucks when you get hurt by not doing any mistakes ..
I really wish there's no LOVES STORY but this is life sadness always strike me i'm not leading happy life yet .. Everything seems not going smoothly .. Sick now days ..not feeling well where my wisdom tooth is swollen ! Shit ! Pain giler ! haish ! If i get a chance to start a fresh i wish too ..! Everything i want it to be perfect ! For now i just can't say much .. Wait wait situations .. i just keep it to myself is better then telling you cos you won't understand how i feel .. Too bad :( hmmm ... Well this year raya last sunday on 11 sept 2011 i did outing with his family .. I'm feel happy to be with them e surronding is good then i expected .. :) MAKE ME WORTH IN YOUR LIFE , MAKE ME PRIORITY DON'T EVER MAKE ME AN OPTION IN YOUR LIFE Like it says Love me extremely i will love you so tremedously Imma trying to be strong :)
SIGNING off ,
CHACHABEY<3Labels: Happiness i found in YOU
Thursday, 8 September 2011, 03:04
When i'm weak , but i'm trying to be strong
Be My Guest To be with me :)
Labels: bear e pain that was my present from you
Friday, 2 September 2011, 21:05
Try my best to forget you
I'm a girl that had loved you twice in my life ..
Who gonna stand with my two legs to cross over other path to lead my happy life
like usual routine .. :) Now i know what is e Top topic of my stories goes .. All is about third party .. hmm .. Well ..I could understand e situations surround me .. I know life sometimes give us hard time depends on human being attitude and how they compromise problems around them that make me involved too .. Haish ... Just be youself .. Be truthful towards each other .. Trust is e key in everything .. Without it worst to worst gain it back but it won't be e same like it used to be .. I'm SICK AND TIRED WITH EVERYTHING he gave me .. THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN ! Nice one boo :) i'll be good cos i'm changing to better or maybe worst i don't know depends :) hahaha .. I'm being myself instead ... :) I've to wait for something that COMING SOON ! i'll be waiting dear ..:) can't wait .. buurr ! Hehehe ... Lil bit time for me .. :) thanks for everything .. MEET ME HALF WAY <3 ..
Chachabey waiting for party ..PARTY ...PARTY ..!!! WIth my party people ! ALL OUT guys !! Been quite long WE didn't STEP that EVIL place for us to enjoy !! PLEASE !!!
be good and we have fun doen there ... buuurr ..!!! geerrr ..!! Meetup and plan babes ..dudesss ..... !! troot !! troot!! here i come !!
thanks readers !
have a good day ahead .. :)
Labels: How i moving on with my life like i'm used to be ..
Wednesday, 31 August 2011, 21:07
I need you back like we used to be loved !
Be My Guest To love me ...
I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I'll always love you... It's hard to fade this feelings .. While you have just give your heart and love a person wholehearted .. Everything changed just for good maybe ..! One last favour from me to say once i get to meet you .. I will let it out everything ..For good .. :( hmm .. Asked me to move on .. I'll try .. I wish i could .. I don't care what people wanna say .. I got my right too ! Why you make me go thru hard time .. Why me .?? Haish ! Like you say maybe one day i will know everything .. For sure .. Hmm .. From yesterday and today .. I'm soo downn .. I try to cheer myself but i can't .. Sadness just strike me .. Hurt by your wrong doing .. Hmm .. But it's okae i understand .. I'm sorry for what i've said .. Haish .. No mood .. Moody .. I'm waiting for your call but you didn't call .. Waited for your text but you didn't text me .. Haish .. I'll wait for all that ... Thanks boo ! Thats all for today .. :(
Thanks readers :)
Life getting hard time ..
Labels: Once upon a time, where i've starts to fall in love with you ...
Tuesday, 30 August 2011, 14:42
Complicated for everything happens
Be My Guest Not win my heart but make me gain e trust that had been broken :)
Hard time , hard ways too !
Wondering what's gonna happen next ! Things just happen in split seconds ..e heart broken still bleeding and bit by bit it gonna cure .. Hope don't you ever dare to tear it again ..
As it's hurts so much .. Please be good to me in return i'll be good towards you too ! Hmm .. Yesterday after work i meet him ..
Acompany him for his mecdical venue clementy stations after that we off to geylang .. Ooh my .. Damn it ! Worst of all those days
that i went there .. Yesterday e worst noisiest place .. Shouting for clearence sales cos it's last day of fasting month and it's malam raye
I get headache with sucha noise walk here and there gooshh ..! Lil bit tired of walking ...hmm .. Well , I can't lie that happy to meet him :) but everything seems changed i don't know why feel bit awkward but i'm okae with it .. Moody up and down .. While i'm off from geylang was about 11 plus drop me by to e nearest mrt and off to homey .. Yersterday i was about to sleep somebody just turn me down .. I don't know what am i surpose to say .. In a way i don't mind but not to that stages boo ! PLEASE STOP DOING THAT ..! i hate it ..! Don't be sucha egoist ! Please ! Haish .... At least think bt people feelings if you took it .. What will happen .. Before it hook by you better do something about it ... :( This mth full with obstacles i need to face and overcome all this one by one .. It's doesn't mean you have e right to pull me down .. Don't go beyond my limit .. I'll be burst out when you go beyond it .. Well i don't know if it really she wants him back .. Just go .. I will back off .. Yet i did back off ..but she thru out find an excuse to leave him .. Hmm .. This is what she mean she's extremely in love with him .. Hahaha .. That's doesn't show that you LOVE HIM ! that's shows you hate him for what he had did and done towards you while you searching for happiness but he couldn't give it to you .. Sad to say .. Maybe there's no more connection between you two .. Haish ...everything is in his hand to make his own decision as for his happiness life .. Think wisely .. Don't regret after make your own decision ..hhmmmmm ... I don't know i'm jus a girl that find true love story for mine future where there's happines even it's up and down cos that's where we learn from our mistakes and when times goes by it will become stronger :) how perfect i'm gona make my love story .. i need to wait for my mr right ? Who's that lucky guy and i'm e lucky girl to have him and him to have me for future .. Hahaha .. Feeling2 uh .. Chit !! Geeerrr ! But one fine day maybe :) hahaha ... I won't search for it but i let it come here by itself :) cross finger !! Haha ..continue wait for e next intresting story of mine ..
that's for today ..
Enjoy readers .. :)
To boo : wakeup please and stop all that .. Thank you :) mish you !
Labels: Complete me with happiness
Monday, 29 August 2011, 02:23
Cherish your life i would be much happy :)
Meet me halfway loved <3
My makeup of e day .. :)
Today i get to dress up and makeup my face ... HAHA !
Been quite sometimes i didn't make over my own face ..
Off to work without makeup on it .. Even sometimes i'm out too !
Keep it natural is better then cover up makeup on your face ..HAHA ! Natural beauty :)I'm having fun with kymmie ! yes ! I have to go that crowded place again cos I'M CRAVING FOR MY CHENDOL !! ATLAST I GET WHAT I WANT ! after grabs all e foods ! Guess what ??! We go for KARAOKE ! :) Nothing to do mah ! HAHA ! sing until we can't sing .. Just recover from sick and kymmie fall sick ! HHAHAHA ! I've already spread e virus to her ! GEt well soon babe ! JGN HILANG SUARE MCM KU SUDAH ! hahaha !!hmm .. Thanks boo for reading my dearest blog where by everything i blurt it out here to share feelings to this blog :) If you wana share your problems to this blog for sure why not you make your own :) HAHAHA ! Guys don't Love to share problems .. hmm .. Well Like you say boo .. :) Like i've already said to you .. Think wisely .. :) Not for me atleast for mother :) Changed and face it where you learned new things in every steps for our life .. That's how i overcome this feelings and situations .. But it's hard for us to move new life cos e feelings is still where about here ! It mean IT'S STILL HERE ! Don't know when but try our best otey ! :) If you regret for leaving me .. Better don't cos i'm not good as you think .. Imma simple girl that lead and live simple lifestyle .. I never ask for big need to make my life to be more freaking high value ,not at all just simple like abc will do .. :) Treasure your life then you can treasure others :) LOve yourself then you can love others :) That's how its goes .. LEarn boo ..! Learn from your mistake and face for e reality game .. Don't think easy way think hard way and positive dear ... Get what i mean .. :)Life there's always up and down .. Take it or leave .. Face it or run away from problems .. There's choices ..! i'm nobody to you but atleast listen what i've said i don't want you to regret .. Make your life meaningfull not meaningless .. I'm sorry for whatever words i've already said that's hurts you much but not much as you hurt me boo ..! This is just words but not actions instead .. I don't go for revenge .. REVENGE is not part of my life ... Be good you might get what you want .. Now tell me what you gonna do next with your life without me and without her .. ?? Don't be pathetic egoist guy .. PLEASE ! Don't return old you that's so bad .. Ouch !! :( lead and cherish your life :) remember what i've said for your own good boo <3 :)
Nyte readers :)
I've been laying here all night,
listening to the rain .. Talking to my
heart and try to explain .. Why i catch myself wondering
What might have been .. Yes , i do think about you now and then .......
LoveComplicated Mish you boo :)
Labels: Where we learned our mistakes take it as reality game :)
Saturday, 27 August 2011, 22:18
What is your Motive BOo ??
Be My Guest To Love Me TRemendously
I'm soo tired today .. After work i went off to his house and take my clothes .. Then meet my bro at payar lebar .. Damn it ! It's sat too crowded .. I don't wish to go there again and it's rainy day .. OOh gosh ..! Text me to buy new clothes for myself .. Yes , we did planned to get RED for couple clothes but not exists anymore .. Cos we ended ! maroon ?? HAHAHA ! Nice choice dear .. But i don't think so i should buy that .. What ??! Just to get ME ( feeling2 syiok sendiri )instead not couple with you .. WOW !!!!! YOU ruin EVERY SINGLE OF MY HOPE & MY DREAM bOoo !!!!! That shouldn't be happened ! Don't you have e right thought for me dear ? Wakeup from e NIGHTMARE OR STILL YOU FALL ASLEEP ?! I say i'm not going to spend my time for celebrating raya it means NO ! How you persuade me still doesn't gona works anymore .. I feel stupid if i do listen what you told me so ! I don't want that to happen ! i really wanna move on ..! But i can't ..! Pray hard needed ..! Haish ! Next page for my story i really need to cheer myself not to feel down .. I'm not gonna face down ! Just go where you surpose to ! Getttinngg weak or stronger wait e situations or time will tell me ..
Nyte2 readers ! :)
Thanks for e Love and Care that you gave me For few WEEKS !:)
Loving is caring :)
Caring is sharing :)